Monday, January 26, 2015

Laying down my stick

This past Friday night, my husband and I started our first ever couples' Bible study with a group of friends.  I am excited that we may be able to do this together.  I'm not counting on it working, but am looking forward to the possibilities!

We decided as a group that Dr. Tony Evans study on James that was available to us on video would be a good starter study.

I love DTE!  He is an awesome teacher!  Though we only made it through James 1:1, I have a great lesson to share!

Moses had a stick.  It wasn't just any stick.  It was a stick that he had probably hunted for.  Looking to be sure that he found just the right stick. It had to fit his hand just right.  It had to have been just the right length.  This stick would have had some twists and turns in it, but they were all in just the right place.  He may have even made a few customizations to this stick. 

This stick became Moses' staff, his tool, his weapon.  He would use it to test the depth of the same dunes, the depth of the water.  This staff could be used to fend off robbers, dangerous animals and other threats to his family or flock. 

Moses valued his staff because it was a useful tool to wrangle his flock, extend his reach, stable him as he walked through tough terrain.  It gave him balance as he climbed mountains and crossed creeks.  Moses carried his staff with him everywhere he went.  He counted on it being strong and sturdy.

Then one day... God asked Moses to THROW IT DOWN!!


To THROW... IT... DOWN!

To let go of it and allow it to be used by God. 

That's when this stick, this carefully crafted staff became so much more. 

As the staff lay on the ground, as Moses watched unable to control the staff, unable to use the tool, unable to be aided by the staff, unable to have the security of the staff that he had become accustomed to, the staff became transformed into a SNAKE!

I'll bet he almost peed his pants!! hahahha  God stepped in and turned his security, weapon, tool, aid into a stinking snake!   Then... as if it were no big deal, He told Moses to pick it up by the tail! Moses had to transfer all of his dependency from the staff/snake to God.  All of his expectancy from the staff/snake to God, all of his confidence from the staff/snake to GOD! 
Once he did this, the snake again became a staff.

This staff was never the same again.  Moses used this staff to guide his people through the desert, to part the red sea and to get water from a rock!  

Since Moses gave his staff to God, God was able to use it for more than Moses could have ever imagained.  And, Moses thought he could use it for everything to begin with!

What is your staff?  What are you relying on?  In what does your security and confidence lie?  Are you willing to throw it down, risk it being broken, give it to God?  Once you do... it will never be the same.  When God gives it back to you, it will be more and better than you could have ever imagined!

I LOVE thinking about this! 


Thursday, January 8, 2015

What's Next?

This past Sunday was my last day serving in Kids Ministry at the Green Campus. 
I began serving in Kids Ministry in 1996 and in Green specifically in 2003.  Through the past few years, I have had fewer and fewer connections in Green.  I find myself working in Hartville, living in Ellet and serving in Green.  I think this is too much for me now.

I need a bit more focus.  A more local flavor to my life if you will.  I have decided to leave my "mission field" for now and find a service opportunity closer to home. 

Although I have attended The Chapel since 1972 and rely on the integrity and spiritual strength of the leaders I'm not at all sure that simply moving over to the Akron campus is going to be the answer for me right now. 

I think we're going to visit, search, get acquainted with and pray about other churches.  After 40 years in one place it's going to be weird but let me just say this too, it will be fresh, exciting and interesting to see how other people worship, to see what other serving opportunities are in and around our city.  I am praying for God to get creative and I am not going to hinder his creativity by a name on the sign of the church. 

WHEREVER 2 or more are gathered, HE is THERE!  I can't wait to meet him there!!

Friday, January 2, 2015

Hello 2015!  Today is Friday.  Can we start fresh on Monday?  I know, I know but really... I just like to start things fresh on Monday. 

Yesterday was so nice with time to sleep in, reflect, refresh etc.  Why did we have to start the reality today already? hahaha  After watching OSU win the Big 10 Championship last night after midnight and not sleeping too well, this morning was HARSH!  It's been a slow sleepy kind of day so far.  I am on day 2 of the 21 day Junkfood challenge.  No white flour, sugar, cookies, crackers, candy, fastfood, soda and other assorted unhealthy things.  So far, I am doing good.

I keep thinking back to yesterday.  If I am going to make room for God to be creative in my life, what does that mean?  Today, it means that I will try to eat healthier so that he can do more with my body.  What if God has plans for me to be a model in my 60s due to my thin figure and young looking features?  I had better plan for that!  AND... yes, it will take all of my 50s to make that true! hahahha

Seriously though, I don't want to be laden with extra weight if what God needs me to be is svelte and healthy.  


I hope that by Monday, when I am ready to start fresh, I will be on day 5 of this 21 day Junkfood Challenge!  In the mean time, I have to go to lunch - I know I know... no fast food or soda.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Praying for God's creativity in my life throughout 2015

As we tend to do, I have been trying to create a reset for myself for 2015. I have been trying to recreate my attitude, change my living patterns and make a sticking decision. I want a conviction behind my resolution this year that will be a conviction that will preempt any of my desires or decisions that will follow. I need change.
I realized that being more energetic is good but not that conviction I am looking for. Losing weight, cleaning out clutter, being in time, eating healthier (go ahead and jump in when you recognize your resolution!) even choosing a character of God to claim as a resolution Joy, Discipline, Self Control Etc.  These are also great ideas and positive directions to take but I needed something more for 2015. I am in need of God. More than what I can do, I need HIM to do it!  This year I needs God to step into my life, my day, my minutes with his creativity. I need him to recreate me, reassign my purposes, reawaken my passions and renew my abilities to serve him.  I am resoluting in 2015 to make room in my life for God to be creative!  This will most likely mean more early mornings. More workouts. More healthy eating. More Bible study. More time alone in reflection and writing and less TV time. Those will all be steps to my one resolution to create in me a place for Christ to resurrect and do it creatively!  Here's to 2015, I can't wait for what is to come!