I woke up this morning in an interesting mood. I was rested. I was silly. I was not in a hurry. I didn't need to get ready for anything.
See, a few weeks ago, I was downsized from my job. I think that's a funny way to put it. I would love to be downsized from a lot of things, butt, legs, belly fat, but not job! Anyway, there are some things that you wait to do until you have a "day off" I did those. Today is Monday, I am beginning my first week of really nothing to do. I am feeling useless in some ways, I am not quite sure what do begin. I am feeling lazy in some ways, I hate to do laundry which is the ONE THING that always needs done and is constantly haunting me from the basement. I am feeling indulgent. I took the kids to school in sweat pants that I had tucked my nightgown into so that I could get quickly bad into bed when I got home. I am feeling excited. There are many new opportunities for me out there. I am looking forward to researching non profit status and seeing if there isn't a way to get paid for my character education classes that I love doing so much. I feel scared. I haven't been in this state of employment for a very long time. I don't know what is next. I am hopeful and my hope is in Christ, please pray that my security will be as well. I know what I believe, God please let me believe what I know. Today is Monday. I had better get started... on WHAT?
See, a few weeks ago, I was downsized from my job. I think that's a funny way to put it. I would love to be downsized from a lot of things, butt, legs, belly fat, but not job! Anyway, there are some things that you wait to do until you have a "day off" I did those. Today is Monday, I am beginning my first week of really nothing to do. I am feeling useless in some ways, I am not quite sure what do begin. I am feeling lazy in some ways, I hate to do laundry which is the ONE THING that always needs done and is constantly haunting me from the basement. I am feeling indulgent. I took the kids to school in sweat pants that I had tucked my nightgown into so that I could get quickly bad into bed when I got home. I am feeling excited. There are many new opportunities for me out there. I am looking forward to researching non profit status and seeing if there isn't a way to get paid for my character education classes that I love doing so much. I feel scared. I haven't been in this state of employment for a very long time. I don't know what is next. I am hopeful and my hope is in Christ, please pray that my security will be as well. I know what I believe, God please let me believe what I know. Today is Monday. I had better get started... on WHAT?
No comments:
Post a Comment